My life before pandemic is the life I want to live with, during this Covid-19 pandemic I experienced a lot it changes my perspective in life the way how I lived my life before is different from my life during this pandemic. At first when I heard the news about Corona virus I just take it for granted as if there is no such virus existed. At that moment I am complacent that the Corona virus will not enter my country which is the Philippines and will not affect many life's. Not until the Republic of the Philippines Department of Health declared the first NCov in the Philippines. After hearing that news I felt sad and I anticipate what will going to happen if the number of cases increases.
As I expected the number of Covid-19 cases in my country increases and there are several cases that is being reported about Covid-19 patient in my city which lead to several restrictions and implemention of health protocols. And days goes by the Department of education decided to suspend classes from all year level which made me so sad because I am a graduating senior highschool student and I wasn't able to properly say goodbye and say have a good future ahead to my classmates. The pandemic changes everything the mode of transmission of learning is different before the COVID-19 pandemic started.
Before pandemic I and my friends are so happy spending our free time together talking about positivity and happy moments in our life. Interaction with my friends and classmates in school is what I miss the most, huddle in the canteen just to buy for a snack. Life is easy before pandemic it's easy for me to ask for a help whenever I dont understand the lesson although online classes is something new for me at times I struggle in understanding the lesson due to bad internet connection and technical problems but I cannot do anything but to face the reality.
Just like everything it's started changing and the fear inside me makes me even smaller whenever my parents will go to work I kept on thinking the worst, the feeling of uncertainty every time they went outside I over think and ask myself. What if something happen to me to my family and to my friends. Everything seemed like a nightmare for me whenever they went outside it causes me stress, fear that I can't explain. Before the pandemic I am very comfortable everytime I went outside, because I know that I am free without the fear of being infected by this Corona virus. I miss seeing the smile of the people around me in the public places but now the only thing I can see to them is their facemask and faceshield.
"There is nothing permanent exept Change" (Haracrilitus) which means that change is only the realty of nature that nothing is permanent in this world. This Covid-19 pandemic changes my life but I will not let this pandemic ruin myself, by the help of my family and by trusting God I know I will overcome it.
Don't let our fear ruin us, because the higher our fear grows the smaller we become.
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